No matter

by Heather Michelle Chadwell
(Farmington,Missouri,U.S.A)

I tried to be visible
both body and soul,
doing all in my power
to keep myself in control.
But you laugh at me, making me cry as I sit there wondering "why?"

Snared by desire
Trapped by love
The wings of an angel torn,
That's what God had sworn.
He had his arm around me,
our fingers in-twined.
He whispered to me he loved me,
and swore he'd never make me cry.

No matter my feelings
No matter my lies
I will always be by you till the end of time
No matter the pain
No matter the tears
This is my promise to you
For the ever I will always fear.